Interview
with Mohanlal
'I don't
want to make any kind of movies. My primary duty
is to see that my movies carry some message'
When you
decide to act in movie, what are the ingredients
you look for -- the story, the director or the
producer?
Nothing. It is
not possible to be rigid about story, director or
producer. One has to think of various other
commitments also. For example, one has to think of
friendship.
Does
that mean sometimes you have to act in movies
which you don't like?
Yes. Sometimes
one has to do a story which one might not like.
Is it
difficult to be a true professional?
It is not
possible at all.... It might be possible for
others, but I can't. If one is very strict about
all these things, there won't be any harmony in
life and relationship. I am not saying that it is
very difficult to be a true professional.
Personally, I won't be able to adhere to such
strict norms. I haven't done that all these years
and I don't intend doing it now. More than my
feelings, I give importance to the feelings of
others.
You
don't like to hurt a friend by saying 'no'?
You are not
supposed to hurt a person mentally or physically.
You have no right to do that, isn't it so? You
tell me.
Yes...
I give more
value to that sentiment, that's all. I give more
importance to human relationships than the success
of a movie. You may say, I am not a professional
at all. Now that I have grown old, I cannot change
also. See, I am going to be 37 in May (laughs)
You grew
up in a typical middle class atmosphere. Now you
lead a totally different life. How has this change
affected you?
I don't think
any such change has taken place in my life. I had
a comfortable life even when I was young. There is
not much change in the kind of comforts that I
enjoy. It is true that when you are in the film
world, you tend to move towards a more luxurious
life. It is not the case of actors alone, even
singers, dancers and all those connected with
films have this kind of a luxurious life. I would
like to live like an ordinary person, but because
I am in this field, I am forced to follow certain
patterns.
But
I will tell you, it has not changed me at all. I
have to spend more money to live like this, that's
all. Earlier, I could stay in any hotel, now I
have to stay in one where there is privacy.
Earlier, I could travel by bus, now I have to
travel either by train or by plane. I look at all
this as a part of my profession.
Are you
sad that you are mobbed and followed by people all
the time in Kerala. Do you enjoy this?
There is no
point in feeling sad. It is all part of this
profession. Not only film stars, but politicians
also lose privacy. You enjoy fan adulation to some
extent. But if they go on pestering you all the
time, it affects your privacy. Will any one like
that then? No one. But then a time comes when you
have to sacrifice either your profession or your
privacy. Since we give more importance to one's
profession, we sacrifice one's privacy.
Is it
because you don't have privacy in Kerala that you
shifted to Madras?
No. I am married
to a girl from Madras. (Suchitra, daughter of
Balaji, an actor of yesteryears). My son is
studying in a school just opposite our house. If I
had been married to a girl in Kerala, I would have
stayed on in Kerala itself. It is as simple as
that.
You once
told me that you became an actor by accident.
Yes, it is true
I came into this field by accident. But I had
acted in my first film when I was studying my
Pre-Degree in college. It was directed by a friend
of mine, but the film did not see light. Before I
started dreaming about a career in films, even
before I finished my college, I got my next film
and it became a super hit. So I never had any
fascination for films. Because I was drawn into
this profession without experiencing any struggle.
People say it is
very difficult to get into this profession. I
don't plan anything in my life. People might not
believe me. They might say I am making up stories.
But it was by accident that I entered this field.
Now I feel, let all things in my life happen that
way.
Once
when I interviewed Priyadarshan, he told me that
all of you grew up together, and you two vied with
each other to get the attention of girls.
All collegians
do that. Is it that important? He might have been
talking about his adventures.
Come on,
there is nothing wrong in trying to get the
attention of girls.
See, when one's
young, we might have done many such things which
we were not supposed to do.
In those
days, you were trying to get the attention of
girls, now girls are after you. Do you find their
attention a burden on you now?
No, not at all.
I love their attention (laughs).
In Iruvar,
your heroine was Aishwarya Rai (right). Were you
bowled over by her beauty?
The thrill
vanishes once you really meet the person. She was
acting with me all the time. She was my heroine. I
found her to be a very down to earth girl. As an
actress also, she is very good. Since we were
acting together, I did not feel fascinated at all.
But then I know that there is no point in having a
fascination! (Laughs).
There is
nothing wrong in admitting that you were
fascinated by her beauty.
I am telling you
the truth. I am one person who admires beauty. If
I had not seen Aishwarya Rai at all, I might have
had a craving to see her because she was a former
Miss World, But in reality she was acting with me.
What
motivated you to produce films?
Mammootty, I V
Sasi and Seema started a film company and made
quite a few films. Much later, I started my own
company, 'Pranavam'. That was because I wanted to
make movies which I like. If I had asked a
producer to make a film like Kalapani, he
would not have agreed. It might have been the case
with many other movies too, like His Highness
Abdullah, Bharatam or Kamaladalam.
Are you
committed to making only good movies?
Definitely. By
good movies, I mean movies with a message. It is
not that I don't have an ambition to make a movie
that will be appreciated all over the world. But
with our budget, we will not be able to. I feel
happy and good if I can make some good films;
within our budget of course.
Most
film-makers say they have no responsibility
towards society. Do you agree?
No, no. As a
producer, I will say that my film should carry and
convey some message. No, I don't want to just make
any kind of movies, my primary duty is to see that
my movies carry some message.
Is
making money not the first criterion?
Of course, money
is also important. Because we have to give money
to all those involved in a movie. But we made Kalapani
(right) to prove to people that we too can make
technically good movies. Whether it ran well or
not is another matter. But it was well
appreciated. It gave us a lot of satisfaction. It
brought to us five national awards and seven state
awards. I am happy about it.
Do you
like your profession very much? Is it because as
an actor you get to live the lives of so many
people?
Yes. I am
fortunate to be an actor. See, you get to see so
many people, you interact with so many people and
above all you get to play so many roles or live
the lives of so many people which otherwise would
not have been possible, even if you are to be born
again and again.
It is really an
experience to don so many roles in one life. Every
day is an experience for you as you are a
different personality every day. I never felt
bored in my life. I do not know what boredom is.
That is why I feel actors are very fortune. I
don't know about what others feel: this is my
perspective, my opinion.
Will you
ever get bored with films?
I don't think
so. I love my profession so much that I will never
feel bored. But people might get bored of me after
some time and throw me out! (Laughs).
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